Oh yeah, did I mention that God told me to try again to quit smoking? I don't think so. Well this is day number one. So far so good, i got the patch on, actually i put it on last night after i smoked to my hearts content and still had three cigs left in the pack and couldn't smoke no more so I tore them up and threw them away, then i put on the patch and went to bed to some really weird dreams.

Now that I'm awake, i applied a new patch just because i needed that extra kick in the blood stream, of course i took the old one off, and I'm ok so far. I need this time to really try, i mean really try!!! I need to keep myself busy! Thats why I'm going to shoot my gun this morning with Big Daddy, but afterward I don't know what the plan is but i have to occupy my time with something else.

Maybe I'll just stay outside all day long?

Go for a long walk and where myself out so bad that I'm tired and I'll just go to sleep when i get home and get back to the dreamin' that happens when i use the patch.

Yea dreams are awesome when you on the patch, it's a side effect i guess. I never really dream much, maybe it's from all the other stuff in cigs that make me not dream and without it and just the nicotine pouring straight into my veins i have some kick-but dreams. Really weird too type dreams.

I think I'm going to make up a name for the effect of dreaming on the nicotine patch.....hum here's one "The Dream Factor" yea i like that or how about "The Dream-o-Rama" no that's stupid, i like the dream factor so you might be seeing that term use in the future blog posts without any explanation on what it is about....example:

Last night during the dream factor i was in a car and like it explodes into tiny little pieces of gum particles and then an ant eater cam and sucked them up.......

now that's pretty weird i might add but that's "The Dream Factor"

They are really weird dreams! Ok I'm gone really losing it right now, I'm starting to get shaky and hot flashes i think I'm coming down, really hard......gotta go and get off this computer because it make me want to have a cig like old times!!!!!