I'm sitting in a truck stop in Wisconsin tonight with nothing to do. I have to be in the yard at 10am and I decided to sit here instead of going home and playing on the Internet. It's pretty cool I have use of the Internet and a plasma TV too....leather couches and free soda and coffee. This is one of the better lounges I've been in, in a long time. I'm not going to give out the location, just some where in WI. I don't want this place to get packed with people. Yes I want it all to my own. No I shouldn't think like that.

Well, this blog is way different then the one I have on http://www.myspace.com/ . I can't explain it, it's just very different and I think I'm going to change it for the better. Yea that's what I'm saying for the better. You see this blog has a definite tone to it now. I've tried very hard to change my life for the better and something has changed me. I think I know what or who it is and I want to change that. I want to be a better person every day, an My Space account just isn't doing it for me. So If you people that read this blog are confused the confusion will be over soon. I don't know when but soon. Remember I'm in a truck stop doing this.
My best friend Doggy Bizkit is doing something really hard this week, and I don't know how to express my sadness for him. Here it's easy, in person or on the phone is the hardest. I've never been good with someone dying. I watched my dad die on the cement outside his shop and it's been a memory I can't get rid of. He died of a heart attack. So the dog's bro is dying right now. I really don't like the standard "sorry" that everyone says. So, Dog "Cary" Bizkit your bro "Carl" is going to be ok. He's going to see God. That is a great thing not something to be sorry about. I liked your bro a lot. He was a cool dude, he "is and always will be a cool dude!!!" Be strong Cary, he'll be ok with the Lord! I say that hoping that he has asked the Lord to be his savior. Carl will be missed but memory's will not.
I'm having a hard time at this....goodnight!