I'm up early on a Saturday morning today, why? Heck I don't even know. I did get home about 9pm last night but stayed up until about midnight. Why am I awake, oh yea I'm awake "because I wanted to" that's from a song. Here's why....today I'm either going bird hunting or Christmas shopping and I have to be up for the cable person that is showing up sometime.

Yea don't know if i mentioned anything about my cable in the last 4 weeks but it's all screwed up. My DVR that is is screwed up. Media Com has been here to check things out and couldn't find any problems but somehow forgot to bring another DVR to test out. I know that's the problem. My system is not pinging. My guide on the system doesn't work, also some time's my sound goes out. I think it's overheating or else the hard drive in the thing is shot.

Ok, what next still smoke free, coffee I'm drinking is very good it's "Eight-O-Clock Coffee brand-grind your own, that's really the only kind i drink." I have to figure out what to buy my kid, a kid that has more stuff than any 14 year old should have, in other wards she's spoiled rotten. But you know I can spoil her since she's the only kid I'll ever have.

I was thinking about this the other day. What if i found another woman and she wanted to have kids? What would i do? Well, i would politely tell her that i do not want to be a dad "since i already am a dad" and if she didn't like it she can leave. Same goes for I though if i met a woman and she had kids from a previous relationship, well I wouldn't get involved "period!" Yea, I'm picky and yea I'm nut's but you know I can be that's what's so great about being single and probably always being single is about. Yea, it would be nice to meet someone but I'm not going too with this attitude, and I'm alright with that! It's a boring life, but I don't have to ask permission on what to do, when to do it, why i did it, where I'm going, when I'll be back, who's that, whys that, and so on and so on and so on. If some of that is ok but it gets out of hand. I like to go and do what i want, and nobody's going to tell me differently, so bug off....j/k not! See my attitude is really bad, I'll be single the rest of my life wont i? I guess so then.......God please help me, open the door! The end, and goodbye and maybe this is the last blog entry, we'll see? Probably not i like to vent and I don't have a woman to do it with...hehehe.......bye ug!!!