Why-O-Why? That is the ????

Did my dentist appt this week and now I don't have one until August, just a check up I think if I remember correct. Yesterday my mom fell unconscious due to diabetes. She's ok now, but I thought she was dead when I got to her house. So many things right now are going on in my life I don't know how to explain them. God is helping me through it all! I'm tired of the bull with relationships too. If you found the right person that's good enough for me. It doesn't matter if you went out with this person and someone else is going with that person now. I'm happy for you, as long as your happy with that person. I don't really concern myself with that any longer. Be happy your alive and can wake up and see the sun come up, watch the grass grow, the flowers bloom, and the wind come and go. That's what's it's about.....life! Be happy even in the time of trials that come your way. God is there with you all the way, just ask him into your life. That's what I did, and boy did it open my eyes up to alot of things I didn't realize in this world that is bad and good. Not that's I'm a saint, everyone sins that's why I needed God. My trials that I'm getting through would be much more difficult if I didn't do what God called me to do. What's going on? Only me a God know and a few friends of mine. Sorry to you If you don't like that preaching here but really it's what I'm up too. I have nothing else to say here today. It's what comes off my fingers connected to my brain. I need to go and get on with the day. Here is a verse.....think about it!

Psalm 16:
7 I will praise the LORD, who
counsels me; even at night my heart
instructs me.
8 I have set the LORD always before me.
Because he is at my right hand,
I will not be shaken.
9 Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices;
my body also will rest secure,
10 because you will not abandon me to the grave, [c]
nor will you let your Holy One [d] see
decay.
11 You have made [e] known to me the path of life;
you will fill me with joy in your presence,
with eternal pleasures at your right
hand.